Yeah, I don't know if I care if this is even being read, just that I'm writing it. Don't artists feel that way? I'm definitely not an artist so I wouldn't know that.
Although... my Organic Chemistry 2 notes are looking more like art than chemistry. All those lines and O's. It is truly looking like another language.
June 29th marks a year writing this blog. Thinking back to where I was a year ago, it amazes me how much has changed in my life.
A year ago, I was sitting on my couch in a not so nice neighborhood trying to think of a way to avoid Calculus II homework, so I started this blog. I'm not going to lie and say it's changed my life so much I could never live without it. Because a blog hasn't changed my life that much. I've been writing in a journal for years. Blogging has just kinda taken over my journal, making it more accessible from all places I am without getting weird looks for writing in a book.
My life has changed. A year ago, I was preparing to be a friends wedding. Getting those fake nails, meeting all the relatives. Yeah, and now I haven't talked to her since the day before the wedding really. My 'best' friend from a year ago, I haven't talked to in... forever, she dropped me like a hot potato, and now she is married... The guy I liked, lives in Sweden and plans on staying there. The guy I dated in 2010, went out with him recently and actually used the phrase 'free meal'. I got the most amazing dog, Melano, and have a super close relationship with my sister and my family. I still work at the same place, and I'm still taking Calc II.
I'm closer to God than I was. And I'm more grown up, or at least have more responsibilities than I had. I'm proud of how far I have come and where I am going.
Oh, and I'm getting a deathly hollows tattoo this summer :) woot!!
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