Revelations 3:19 "I correct and discipline everyone I love. So be diligent and turn from your indifference."
I get a bible verse from a Christian Radio station everyday, and somehow it always seems to apply to a problem that I'm facing. And today it fit that problem perfectly.
2ith all the illness going on, I've stopped caring. I've turned my life on auto-pilot and I'm just trying to get through it. This verse seemed to call out to me. 'Whitney, the indifference you feel... yeah, cut it out.'
It felt like it cut me to the core. Why am I letting myself feel indifferent? God is holding me in his hands right now and I should be so excited that He knows that with His help, I can handle what I'm going through. He didn't give me these trial for me to just get through, but for me to grow closer to Him with. Anyone can 'get through it' but only with His love can they grow in it and shine His love.
When I googled the verse (I hate to admit it but I didn't look at a Bible because I didn't have one on me) and it gave me a bunch of verse versions. Most other versions had zealous and repent. I'm usually a stickler for more traditional versions of the bible, but sometimes you just need it spelled out plainly. Hence why I have a message version.
My goal this week is to not only diligent but not to be indifferent.
I talked to the professor in Biomolecular Engineering today. And he told me that I'm doing fine in everything, just to keep going. I told him that I finally got my care back. He smiled and said 'That's good'. Just that little smile and to know that this teacher really does care about how I'm doing and what's going on in my life has made my day better. Gives me hope on what's going on.
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