You know those weeks when you... BLAH. Ya know? Not just your normal but nothing-is-happening-how-it-is-supposed-to there-is-way-to-much-changing blah.
That is where I am.
School ended, I'm meeting for an internship tomorrow, my co-worker at work changed, I'm having to deal with a new type of being sick, and Ash is going to China. That is a lot for this introvert to handle in a week.
If you didn't know, if you had to say I had one super power it would be super-introvert. I am completely fine with this. I even embrace this, but sometimes a new situation comes up and I have no idea how to handle it. I don't like not being in control. In order to deal with this, I've learned that I should stop trying on some things and that God truly is in control of everything. Sometimes though, my plans of what I am not in control of are challenged. That's when things get tough to deal with for me.
On top of that, the person I'm looking to intern for just sent me some papers that the head of the lab wrote and co-authored. I had to google the main thing in one of the titles... That bodes well for the rest of the summer (NOT). I'm so glad that I asked for some papers on what they study and are researching, because otherwise I would look like a dunce in the interview tomorrow. Now, to read and understand 30 pages by the morning. And here I thought I was out for the summer...
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