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SOOOO much has been happening lately. I feel like I've jumped into the abyss. Occasionally I forget that I have God as my parachute and freak out that I'm going to die....

Goodness gracious. I don't even remember what has been happening lately. Mainly what order it's been happening in.
1) Boy drama
2) School drama
3) Friend Drama
4) body drama...

and everything can fit in those categories.

1) I told HIM that relationships, no matter what level they are, are not a one way things. And I haven't heard from him since.
2) I'm failing Calc II again... :( and working my butt off trying to pass everything else. Not may people understand what i'm going through.
3) Gave up on a lot of my friends, a lot of friends have given up on me. I'm never around. Always doing homework or sick.
4) see above comment about homework and sickness :(

I guess other than that nothing really going on in my life.

Taylor Swift's new CD came out. It's great. :D oooo new smily (_|_) i mooned you!!!! not that anyone reads this anyway.

I wanna fall head over heels in love with the guy God has picked out for me. That is what has come out of this week. However horrible it was.

I like your lips like a like my Coca-Cola. Sink me in the river at dawn. I'm not the kinda girl...
I could wait patiently, but I really wish you would drop everything now, meet me in the poring rain. Kiss me on the sidewalk take away the pain.