Bring It -Cobra Starship

So, this week at school has been weird and horribly full. Good, but very full. I got to see friends that I had that moved on to their senior year while I stayed back a year. It was nice to be able to talk to them. It really made me realize what I've been missing for awhile. Not necessarily good friends, but people I feel comfortable talking to.

This guy Darhma and I had a good conversation while running samples through in lab for hours. And we've come to the conclusion that life isn't as full of choices, when you turn your emotions off. Yes, you read that right. Once you get into harder classes, you have no choices. You don't get to decide on whether or not you go to class, or if you want to do the homework, whether half butted or not. Your choice was 'I want to be an engineer' Once you get to these classes, you just turn off your mind of making choices, and all you think about is how you are going to get what you need to get done done.

Take this week for example. I spent from 5-12 Monday, Tuesday, and Wednesday studying and doing homework. Not to mention working through my breaks, and getting up every morning at 6 to get more done before I headed to work.

It didn't kill me. I like to think I didn't complain much. I just did it. I did it because I've decided what I want to do and who I want to start to be. I've gone after it.

Psalms 138:8 The LORD will fulfill his purpose for me; your love, O LORD, endures

forever--do not abandon the works of your hands.

Here I go again