LittleWonders

This week has been an insane week. My emotions are WACKED! Stress from finals and friend drama is getting the best of me.

All week long I've been trying to figure out how I can fix all that is going on in my life. Trying to get it all together. On the radio today, I heard a song about God's love (That's what happens when you listen to KLove), and it was about how we don't have to keep trying to be perfect. It started me thinking that that's what I've been trying to do, be perfect. God is my live's curve. I don't even have to be above average to pass live. I've got the best grade a person can get. I've got the best reward too. heaven. :)

Which gets me on the thought process of, why am I trying to fix all this. I never can, and I never will.

So, I'm giving up. Officially. I'm giving up now. I'm going to give it to God. All of it.

A wise friend told me to accept it. Accept what I'm feeling. Whether good or bad. Maybe it's feelings for someone, or feelings against someone. God must have given me these feelings for a reason.

What I do with those feelings is a different matter all together. Do I act on them, cursing people, kissing others? Nope. Do I bottle them inside me till I drive myself crazy? Tried that, didn't work.

I've decided I'm just going to acknowledge them. Then just wait for God's perfect timing to play out.

Yeah, because patience is my strong suit...