War of change (5 months and going strong)
Change is happening. Whether I want it to happen or not.
I put in my notice that this is my last semester at the job I’ve had and loved for the past 3 years.
Most of what’s changing seems to be in my head, centering around my way of thinking and the way I’m treating life. Just because it’s an internal change doesn’t make it any easier to deal with.
I feel like all I focus on is how much is changing around me, who is getting married, who is having a baby, who moved away. How do you not focus on that though? I’ve been working on changing how I’ve been thinking, but as anyone with depression can attest, it’s not something you can just snap your fingers and magically have happen.
Next semester when I theoretically have more time, hopefully I’ll figure out some stuff, until then, I’ll keep on keeping-on :)
Oh, and today is 5 months gf :) yippie me!
Another thing.. whoever designed the layout of the Smiths by my house is evil, who the heck puts the gluten free stuff on the bread aisle…
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