Friday, April 19, 2013

GF Journal October 14, 2012


Dude, no edge

Church was good, I’ve been so emotional lately. It was about how we can miss God when he walks by us because we were too busy looking for him in the box that we expect to find him in. Today I woke up with a migraine, which isn’t such a big deal lately because I’ve been dealing with it and all the medications I’m on for this stupid ovary thing and I accidently  had some gluten this week (Stupid baking powder is sneaky!!). Basically I took my pain meds I’ve been shoving down my throat lately and rolled over and slept till the last moment possible before church. 
I don’t even know if what I’m writing makes sense, hours of physics and transport along with pain meds will mess with your mind I’m telling you. 
Although church wasn’t what I was expecting to hear, it was something I needed to hear. Let God out of the box. Let everything out of the box. 
Dude. No edge.  
For anything. The universe, my life, my limits, friendships, God, expectations. Anything and everything. 
I’ve been hedging God in, I need to stop. 

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