Drama

I HATE DRAMA!! I'm not to fond of feelings either. Last night, I wrote a post about my past guy experiences and lo and behold, people are starting to talk to me. Not just people, but people I was under the impression were not talking to me anymore. On top of that, I don't know how I feel about it.

To me, drama seems totally pointless. My sister, on the other hand, seems to thrive on it. Drama seems to just stir up trouble. Wouldn't everyone just get along better if we said things aloud to each other and communicated.

... I guess I haven't been doing a lot of communicating, at least not honestly. My bad. At least I've noticed it and I can work on fixing it now. No matter how much I want to just...not fix it.

Alas, today's sermon was about not following through with God's orders for us, and with what he has told us to do. In essence, just completing the job to what we think is good enough, not what God wants to be done. So, I'll be taking that advice and working this out with these people.

I had a good day with a friend. We went and saw despicable me, which was funny and clean. You never really see that in a movie nowadays. The movie being clean that is, no matter how young of an audience the movie is for, they manage to slip in a dirty joke. Sometimes it's downright depressing what kids are growing up with. I keep thinking 'my kids will never watch this' etc. At the rate that I'm going, I won't have kids until this world that we live in gets... worse, for lack of a better term. In order keep my kids away from all that I want to protect them from, I'd need to live in the middle of nowhere, or become Amish, I guess both :)

Only God knows where I'll end up and I'm finally starting to like it that way. This ride that I'm on is teaching me a lot, even if sometimes it is a bit messy.

Nothing in life worth having is easy to come by.

~Whit