Life as I know it

Goodness. Since last Thrusday, I was in a Podunk town at a wedding. Word of advice, if you throw a pouting fit at your wedding, and getting ready for it, you are not ready to get married. Also, I have met a bride worse than the Bride-Zillas shown on WE TV. Also, Bridesmaids are not slaves. Bridesmaid is a position of honor, not a position of 'hahaha, now you are my slave!!!'. That's basically my weekend; a weekend when I am so thankful for my Lord saving me, and being there for me all the time.

Also, I'm trying to set up my internet which was turned on when I was gone, and after fighting with my computer and my modem for 20 minutes, and then on hold for another 15, I find out that the modem that I've jacked from my parents is so old, that it won't work J. OOOOO and I bought an X-Box 360. Which I'm waiting to set up until I get my internet, which is good, gives me time to listen to my book on tape and to update my blog. So that's good.

I think I'm also relearning a lesson. One that I've had to learn a lot. God Others Self. I never allow time for me. Because, I focus on others. And this weekend, I needed to remember myself. PS, never want to get married, or even have a boyfriend. I'm totally giving the situation to God and I'm going to focus on God's plan for me right now.

So, my sister is in Germany on a student exchange, and she's been gone for a month. But the good news is that she'll be home in just about a month. J so excited for this. I miss her. I can't imagine life before we were close, even though we just became close about 1.5 years ago. I'm quite exhausted. That's what happens when I'm super stressed, or mad. Which I've been both.

This week I'm working alone (mostly) at work. And I happened to lock myself out of all the labs. So yeah….. had to be let in again. Hope I don't let my boss down. Thankfully, I have a list to go by. Forgot to take the mail over…. Whopps. Enough for today. Will remember to post tomorrow, and hopefully something a little less scatterbrained and a little more philosophical (before school starts in the fall and I have no brain left for thoughts more than, sleep, food, and calculus). Oh yeah, forgot about my calc test today, if I managed to pass this test, I have hopes of passing this test. It's my second time through, but it's a hard class. So I'm ok with having to go through it again.

~Whit