Today has been one of those days. A day where you wake up late, spill your breakfast, get to work late, do something wrong at work, and then trip and fall on your face not once, but twice. Well, welcome to my day. I've got some emotional issues, in that I hate them. So, on days like today, it really gets to me, but I have no outlet or any idea what to do with the emotions that have come out of today. My mother and sister are wonderful at dealing with me about them, and dealing with me when I'm grumpy.
I never know what to do to get out of a funk of a day. I mean, I'm not the biggest fan of friends (I'm super introvert and am, most of the time, content to be by myself), so hanging out with them is nixed. I really don't like shopping. What do I usually wind up doing? I love to sleep or escape into a book, movie, or TV show. It totally works. So, tonight was Mamma Mia and blackberry frozen yogert. Saying it that way makes it seem like I eat my feelings, and I don't eat them, I drink them away with Coca-cola.
It may seem weird, but my comfort item is a cold coca-cola. I'm totally addicted. Although all last week I only had one can a day. Some days it was harder than others, but I made it a week. Today I had 2.5 cans, and I don't regret it at all J
I hear planet earth calling my name for me to fall asleep to. Hopefully tomorrow will be better J
In His Name ~Whit
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